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Dec 4, 2007
I am still a scorpio and always will be.
I will always be secretive no matter how willing I am to be open about my thoughts and feelings. I don't know. Sometimes its just so hard to tell someone else about it. So I turn to people who are irrelevant and not involved in the situation so that I can vent.
hahaha its good that I have the two blogs here.. so that if i don't want people to read it I blog it here rather than on the other one...
I am a sneaky bastard.
Posted at 08:45 am by enV-ious
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Dec 3, 2007
I don't know. Sometimes I aim too high and I get always get disappointed. I don't know. Sometimes what you think u want and what you really want are two different things aren't they?
But I wouldn't have it any other way.
I wasn't going to snap at you but since u said it it just made me more angry at you.
I say that i am hot headed. But its always different with You, I always hold back... maybe I am holding back too much... Maybe its all bottled up and one day its going to blow up.
into disappointments
Posted at 10:02 pm by enV-ious
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Nov 4, 2007
Today I begin my new billing cyle for my mobile! yay!! now im $69 cap.. if i go over that then I am frying my brain way too much than wat is necessary!
Anyways It's raining outside. its soo nice. And thundering too.. Its funny as you grow older you learn to appreciate things differently.
When you're little you use to hate thunder and lightening because you feared they could harm you. Now that you've grown the fact that it could harm you is still existent but you no longer fear it anymore. Its nice to grow up... sometimes!
Life is good. the air fills my lungs and I don't feel like dropping my shoulders! I just want to get through this week of uni and then I shall be fine! THEN I CAN DO WTEVER AND CATCH UP ON MY SLEEP!. Damn I miss my bed... more than I miss by bf... haha maybe i should take that back just incase he reads this =P though i doubt it so ill take my chances!
=D
Posted at 12:21 am by enV-ious
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Nov 2, 2007
The Pieces Don't Fit anymore
I've been twisting and turning,
In a space that's too small.
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall,
You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart.
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart.
Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore, Pieces don't fit here anymore.
You pulled me under,
If I had to give in.
Such a beautiful myth,
That's breaking my skin.
Well I'll hide all the bruises,
I'll hide all the damage that's done.
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone.
Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore, Pieces don't fit here anymore.
Ooh don't missunderstand,
How I feel.
Cause I've tried, yes I've tried.
But still I don't know why, no I don't know why.
I dont know why...... why!
Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore, Pieces don't fit here anymore.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE james morrison!!! He's keeping me such good company whilst I do all my assignments!!! <3
Posted at 04:27 pm by enV-ious
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Oct 31, 2007
Twenty seconds on the back time
I feel youre on the run
Never lived too long to make right
I see youre doing fine
And when I get that feeling
I can no longer slide
I can no longer run
Ah no no
And when I get that feeling
I can no longer hide
For its no longer fun
Ah no no
Well, you can say what you want
But it wont change my mind
Ill feel the same
About you
And you can tell me your reasons
But it wont change my feelings
Ill feel the same
About you
What I am is what you want of me
Yeh, now that Im not there
I took the tables away from you
Its turned that I dont care
And when I get that feeling
I can no longer slide
I can no longer run
Ah no no
And when I get that feeling
I can no longer hide
For its no longer fun
Ah no no
Well, you can say what you want
But it wont change my mind
Ill feel the same
About you
And you can tell me your reasons
But it wont change my feelings
Ill feel the same
About you
Well, you can say what you want
But that wont change my mind
Ill feel the same
About you
And you can tell me your reasons
But that wont change my feelings
Ill feel the same
About you
Ive said goodnight
Try to sleep tight
Ah just dream of me
Go close your eyes
Cause Ive closed mine
The sun will shine from time to time
Oh, when you dream of me, yeh
Well, you can say what you want
But it wont change my mind
Ill feel the same
About you
And you can tell me your reasons
But it wont change my feelings
Ill feel the same
About you
I love these two songs by the texas.... She has such a beautiful voice! I LOVE THEM~!!
Posted at 10:25 am by enV-ious
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Put Your Arms around me- Texas
Are you ready maybe are you willing to run
Are you ready to let yourself drown
Are you holding your breath
Are you ready or not
Are you ready maybe do you long to confess
Do you feel that you're already numb
Are you sure of yourself
Would you lie if you're not
You tire me out don't want to let that happen
A secret scream so loud why did you let that happen
So put your arms around me
You let me believe that you were someone else
Cause only time can take you
So let me believe that I am someone else
Maybe are you ready to break
Do you think that I push you too far
Would you open yourself
Are you reckless or not
You tire me out don't want to let that happen
A secret scream so loud why did you let that happen
So put your arms around me
So put your arms around me
Make me believe
Take me, take me somewhere, somewhere
Let me believe
Cause only time can take you so stop
Posted at 10:24 am by enV-ious
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Ne-Yo Ooh uh ooh,ooh uh ooh yeih yeh
You understand me
At least you say you do
Lately thats enough for me
Looking for perfect
Surrounded by artificial
You're the closest thing to real i've seen
Sure, everyone has their problems
Thats a given
Yours are the easiest to tolerate
This wasn't what we was wanting
How we're living
But let's take this good enough and turn it to great
Baby understand...
This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (yes sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
Sometimes i love you
More than you'll ever know
Other times you get on my nerves (hey)
That's just reality
No, it can't always be
Kisses, hugs, and beautiful words
You was looking for your prince,ooh
What you found (wat u found)
Is a pauper with potential
And no, i'm nowhere near perfect..NO
But i'm around (but im around)
Girl, time and patience is essential
Baby realize...
This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (guess sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
Thick and thin, (ooh)
The bad outweighs the good sometimes
That doesn't mean we're 'spose to give it up
My problems are yours,and yours are mine
This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (guess sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
I HAVE SO MANY THINGS DUE!!!!!!!!!
I AM GOING TO DIE OF STRESS AND LACK OF SLEEP!!!! ESPECIALLY IF I KEEP PROCRASTINATING LIKE THIS!!!! I thought I was the queen of procrastination at school yeah well i've just gotten better over the years! I am going to kick myself real hard soon!
Posted at 10:21 am by enV-ious
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Oct 28, 2007
The title is a bit random!
I am bored with a lot of work to do but i am so not in the mood coz i just spend an hour tutoring my brother. He's thick... i hope its coz he's a boy and its hard to sit and concentrate for long periods of time compared with girls. Its soo frustratin!
haha and i don't know how to relieve the stress... i just wanna grit my teeth and strangle something! haha yeah this is my violent side!
Posted at 09:47 pm by enV-ious
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Oct 17, 2007
This is for the things I will never say and the things you will never know.
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Posted at 12:15 am by enV-ious
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Oct 15, 2007
A very beautiful capitvating film that is both humorous and sentimental. I really want to see the First installation of this 5 Part film. Its such a gorgeous film.. theres this gorgeous song from it called Eppure Sentire ( senso di te) - Nevertheless to feel a sense of you The piano version is really nice.. A un passo dal possibile
A un passo da te
Paura di decidere
Paura di me
Di tutto quello che non so
Di tutto quello che non ho
Eppure sentire
Nei fiori tra l'asfalto
Nei cieli di cobalto - c'è
Eppure sentire
Nei sogni in fondo a un pianto
Nei giorni di silenzio - c'è
un senso di te
mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...
C'è un senso di te
mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...
Eppure sentire
Nei fiori tra l'asfalto
Nei cieli di cobalto - c'è
Eppure sentire
Nei sogni in fondo a un pianto
Nei giorni di silenzio - c'è
Un senso di te
mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...
C'è un senso di te
mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...
Un senso di te
mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...
C'è un senso di te
Posted at 02:26 am by enV-ious
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